Lana's pov:
By the time I get home, it's 6pm. I park my car in the driveway of our house.Â
Our house is pretty big, well, bigger than average, but smaller than the ones people have at Velgrave. My family is decently rich, but doesnât match their level. Weâre not cold, arrogant, or have that mean attitude that every rich person seems to have for no reason.Â
I get my stuff, the bag full of snacks and menstrual things Aiden gave me, and head inside. I unlock the door with my keys, freezing when I step in.Â
Layla, my older and only sister, is here. Sheâs wearing a black sweater with blue jeans, her straight hair coming down to just below her elbows.Â
âLIAA,â I yell, running to hug her, she runs towards me. She hugs me tight, and I return the hug, burying my head in her shoulder. God, I missed her.Â
âLana!â She exclaimed.Â
I smile, a real one, I love my sister. I want to be just like her. Sheâs strong, beautiful, and intelligent. She was in New York with her boyfriend, Dante, whoâs definitely involved in some shady stuff, but he keeps her happy and thatâs all I want. Not mom and dad though, theyâre always telling her to break up with him, even now, after two years.Â
âI missed you.â I pout, I can be this way with my family. All baby-ish and weird.Â
âAww, I missed you too, I was going to come earlier but Dante had someââ She shuts up, remembering that weâre not alone. âYeah but, Iâm here now, babyyy.â She drags it out.Â
I roll my eyes, I know she calls me that just to annoy me. Sheâs four years older than me, twenty-two to my seventeen. Well, eighteen, since my birthday is in a month.Â
âLayla,â I groan, shaking my head, âyouâre impossible.â
âMaybe,â she says with a shrug and a smirk. âBut you love me anyway.â
I canât argue with that.Â
She puts an arm around my neck, looking around weirdly.
âWhatâs wrong?â I ask and she gives me glare, pulling me upstairs and into my room. She closes the door then lets go of my neck.Â
âWhat is that?â She asks.Â
âWhat is what?â I ask, confused.Â
She points at my neck. âItâs a hickey.â
Oh.Â
Oh fuck.Â
I try to play it cool. âItâs nothing,â I pause, wanting to say mosquito bite but that wonât work. âEvelyn hit me accidentally. You know how chaotic she is.âÂ
She sighs. âLana, you donât have to hide from me, Iâm your sister. It was Reeve, right?âÂ
How does she know?Â
I nod slowly, knowing thereâs no point in lying anymore. And I hate lying to her, I can lie to anyone, even my parents, but not her.Â
âHe didnât hurt you, did he?â She asks, serious now, sheâs overprotective too, like the rest of my family, but itâs not the suffocating type.
âNo⌠he asked me first,â I say, being honest.
I told her what happened, leaving out the part where he groped my breast, barged in the girlâs bathroom, and gave me that bag with supplies.Â
She listens patiently. âLana⌠be careful, okay?â She pulls me in a hug. âI donât want you to get hurt, in any way.âÂ
And suddenly, I want to cry again.Â
I nod in her arms, swallowing the lump back in my throat so I donât end up crying.Â
Instead I say: âHeâs annoyingâŚâÂ
She laughs. âI can tell,â she pauses, then continues, pointing at my neck. âItâs turning into a bruise, youâre lucky mom and dad havenât seen it yet.âÂ
I nod. âIâll wear a turtleneck. I hate those, but wearing a scarf inside would be more suspicious.â I pause. âHow was your trip to New York with Mr. Dante?â I tease.Â
âIt was⌠awesome. He does so much, too much, but I love it, you know? His intensity matches mine. Heâs amazing, and so is New York. We need to visit together sometime.â She says, smiling as if remembering it all over again.
âSo heâs not controlling? He doesnât own you, right?â I ask.
âHe owns me, but I own him right back. Itâs him or no one for me, Lana.â She states simply, not realizing she sounds so whipped right now.Â
I smile sheepishly. âNow mom and dad wonât be too happy to hear thatâŚâÂ
She rolls her eyes. âThey canât keep hating him. And Lana?â
âYeah?âÂ
âDonât tell them about Reeve. If you need help, call me, okay? Iâll be right here. Tell them only if you want them to erase him from your life.â She says, her expression almost bitter.
âLia? Did something happen betweenââÂ
âNo.â She cuts me off. âCâmon, wear your turtleneck and letâs go, theyâre waiting for us.âÂ
She leaves, leaving me confused. I donât think too much of it though, Layla did have an argument with them after they found out she was dating Dante.Â
When Iâm changing into my turtleneck, my eyes go to the red, purple-ish mark on my neck. Itâs so bluntly there, unashamed and proud. Just like him.Â
My fingers graze it as I look in the mirror, and I wince a little.Â
Hickeyâs hurt?Â
Iâm so getting him back for this⌠just not this way.Â
When I head downstairs, the warm sound of their laughter draws my attention. Mom is carrying the plates from the kitchen. Dad follows, holding a small tray with drinks. His tall frame seems to fill the space naturally, and his calm smile always makes me feel like everything is okay.Â
Dad always told mom to hire maids, he even did once, but my mom didnât like it. She says she hates other people interfering in her work. I agree with dad on this one though. If she ever gets tired, dad doesnât let her even get up from the bed. I love him for that.Â
âWell, well, well,â Dad says, setting the drinks down, turning. âDid someone have a rough day?â
I sigh, sinking onto the chair beside Layla on the long dining table. âYou could say that.âÂ
Mom sits beside dad, across from me and Layla. She leans in, âSweetie, you look pale,âÂ
Dad nods, touching my forehead to check if Iâm warm or not. âYouâre slightly hot too, itâs going to turn into a fever if you donât take medicine.â He says seriously, getting up.Â
âItâs okay, itâs not too badââÂ
âSweetie, you need to take care of yourself.â He presses a kiss to my forehead, handing me the medicine.Â
I smile, silently thanking him. And then, my phone buzzes. I pick it up to check who it is and roll my eyes. Itâs Aiden.
Satan: Feeling better?Â
Satan: Baby, do you want me to sneak in? Iâm close by.Â
Satan: Will you let me do it again?Â
Satan: Please?Â
Layla leans in. âWho is that?âÂ
âNo one.â I reply, shaking my head, but I catch her knowing smirk.Â
I type a quick âNoâ and hit send, putting my phone away.
The table is filled with laughter. Laylaâs telling some exaggerated story about a pigeon that stole Danteâs coffee in Central Park, and Momâs laughing so hard she can barely breathe. Even Dadâs smiling wider than usual, shaking his head at how chaotic Laylaâs stories always get.
The rest of dinner goes by fast. Layla tells us about her trip to New York, leaving out most parts with Dante. Mom and dad listen, admiring us. Itâs not everyday we all sit together and eat. So we take our time, catching up on each otherâs lives. Well, the appropriate stuff.Â
It feels⌠nice.
Warm.
Like the kind of night I wish lasted forever.
For a moment, I almost forget the bruise under my turtleneck, the texts on my phone, and the name that makes my heart beat faster for all the wrong reasons.
After dinner, Mom insists on making dessert, chocolate mousse with strawberries, and even though she tries to send us away, Layla and I help anyway. We fall into the same rhythm we always do when sheâs home. Layla washes, I dry, Mom arranges everything with her perfectionist touch. Dad hovers, pretending to âsuperviseâ while sneaking bites and pressing kisses to mom, and Layla and I have to look away or groan loudly.
âDad!â I scold as he tries to grab a strawberry.
He grins, unbothered. âWhat? Iâm checking for poison. Safety first.â
Mom smacks his hand lightly with the wooden spoon, and Layla and I laugh until our stomachs hurt.
By the time weâre done, itâs past nine. We move to the living room, and Layla sprawls out on the couch, scrolling through her phone while Dad watches the news. Momâs knitting something by the window, her glasses sliding down her nose like they always do.
I sit beside Layla, leaning my head against the cushion. The smell of home â cinnamon, detergent, faint traces of vanilla â fills my nose. I didnât realize how much I missed this until now.
I want to enjoy it while it lasts. Usually, at least one of us is missing, itâs either Layla for her trips or job, dad for his business trips which he drags mom along with.Â
Layla nudges me. âSo⌠are you going to tell me whatâs actually going on with that Reeve boy?âÂ
I groan. âDo we really have to talk about him right now?âÂ
âYes,â she says, serious but with a teasing glint. âBecause that mark doesnât look like a one-time thing. You donât just accidentally end up with that on your neck, Lana.â
I turn my head to face her. âItâs not like that. Heâs⌠complicated.âÂ
âOh,â she says, arching a brow. âThe famous complicated. I remember when I said that about Dante, and Mom almost banned me from dating altogether.â
âExactly why Iâm not telling her,â I mutter.
She snorts. âSmart, but Lana, Dante and I have sorted it out, okay? I mean, itâs been two years since we started dating so now everythingâs going well but⌠it wasnât at first.âÂ
I frown. âWhat do you mean? Did he hurt you?â I say, already planning ways to murder him.
Her tone softens a little. âNo, itâs not what youâre thinking. But complicated doesnât mean good, Lana. Sometimes, complicated just means dangerous.â
I donât respond. I canât. Because sheâs right, and hearing it out loud makes my stomach twist.
Layla notices the silence and sighs. âYouâre still young, okay? So donât rush it.âÂ
I nod softly, playing with a loose thread on the couch. âI just⌠donât know what Iâm doing.âÂ
She sits up, wrapping her arm around me again. âNo one does. Especially not when it comes to people who make your heart do stupid things.âÂ
That makes me smile a little. âYouâre talking about Dante, arenât you?âÂ
âMaybe.â Her lips curve into a secretive grin, and I can see the love in her eyes for him, itâs almost unreal how visible it is. âIâm saying⌠donât let anyone take away your control, okay? You can love someone, be drawn to them, even fight with them â but you still have to belong to yourself.â
Her words sink in deeper than I want them to.
Because with Aiden⌠I donât know if I still belong to myself.
By ten, Mom and Dad go to bed, after reminding me to take my medicine and Layla to âSleep before two am for once.â
Layla and I stay in my room. It feels like old times, music playing softly from my speaker, fairy lights glowing around the mirror, the faint hum of the heater filling the silence. Sheâs lying on her stomach on my bed, scrolling through photos on her phone while I sit by the window with my sketchbook.Â
âYou still draw?â she asks.Â
âYeah,â I say, shading the edge of a flower petal. âIt helps me calm down.âÂ
She glances up. âYouâve gotten better. That looks real.âÂ
âThanks.âÂ
She stares at me for a moment longer, then smirks. âDoes he know you draw?â
I give her a blank look. âWho?âÂ
âYou know who.âÂ
I shake my head. âHe doesnât. And Iâm not planning on telling him.âÂ
âWhy not?âÂ
âBecause heâd ruin it,â I say, a little too fast. âHe ruins everything.â
Layla blinks, surprised by my tone. âWow. That was⌠honest.âÂ
I shrug. âItâs true.â
But as soon as the words leave my mouth, I feel that familiar tug in my chest â the contradiction I canât seem to escape. He ruins everything, but he also makes everything feel alive.
The way he looks at me, too intensely, too possessively, it scares me and draws me in all at once. I get caught up in it, even if I pretend not to.Â
Layla changes the topic after that, talking about New York again, about how the city never sleeps, how she once saw snow at three a.m. from her apartment window, and how she misses Dante already and wants to punch him. I listen quietly, half here, half somewhere else entirely.
Somewhere with dark eyes and a voice that knows how to find the softest part of me.
Around eleven, Layla starts dozing off. I tuck her under the blanket, smiling as she mumbles something incoherent about âcoffee pigeons.â
When the room goes quiet, I pull my phone out again.
There are three unread messages.
Satan: I saw the light in your room.
Satan: You shouldnât leave your curtains open.
Satan: You look better in turtlenecks than I thought.
My heart stops.
I stare at the screen, then at the window, the same one Iâd been sitting next to earlier. The curtains are drawn now, but just the thought that he couldâve been watching beforeâŚ
I type fast.Â
Me: Youâre insane.Â
Satan: For you, yeah.
I swallow hard, locking the phone. I shouldnât reply. I shouldnât feel the way I do right now â half frightened, half⌠thrilled.
I go to my desk, turning on my lamp. The yellow light softens the shadows around the room, but it doesnât make the unease go away.
Itâs quiet outside. Too quiet.
Even the trees seem still.
I push the curtain aside an inch and peek through the window. The streetlights paint the driveway in a dull orange glow, the car reflecting faintly under it. Everything looks normal.
But then, I noticed something.
Across the street, under the tall oak tree, thereâs a figure.Â
Tall. Broad. Dark hoodie, motionless.
My stomach twists.
No, itâs probably just someone walking by. A neighbor. Or maybe a shadow.
Except⌠he doesnât move.
Heâs just standing there.
Watching.
I let go of the curtain immediately and took a shaky breath. My mindâs probably overreacting, I mean, he said he was âclose byâ earlier, but that doesnât mean he would actuallyâ
The phone vibrates again.
Satan: Go to sleep, baby. Youâve had a long day.
My hands tighten around the phone. How does he always know what Iâm doing?
I donât reply this time. I put the phone face-down, crawl into bed, and pull the blanket over myself.
Laylaâs soft breathing from beside me helps, a little. It reminds me that Iâm safe. That Iâm home.
But even as I close my eyes, my mind drifts â back to the way he said my name earlier at school, to the way his touch lingered too long, to the way his eyes always find me before I even notice him there.
I hate that heâs clouding my mind, interrupting my thoughts, but it wonât be for long.
My life will not revolve around some guy, especially not a Reeve.Â
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The clock ticks past midnight.
Sleep doesnât come easy.Â
When it did, it resulted in a nightmare. Again.Â
I toss and turn, replaying the entire day in my head. The bathroom incident. His stupid confidence. The mark on my neck.
Every time I think Iâm finally drifting off, another memory surfaces.
The look in his eyes when I told him no, the way his jaw tightened but he still pulled away. That rare, restrained control.
Heâs dangerous, but heâs not careless. Thatâs what makes it worse.
I sit up, quietly, careful not to wake Layla. My throatâs dry, so I slip out of bed, tiptoeing downstairs for a glass of water.
The house is dark, except for the faint glow of the nightlight in the hallway. The air feels heavier at night, quieter, like the house itself is holding its breath.
I pour water from the jug, my hand trembling just a little.
And then I hear it.
A soft sound, not inside, but outside. A faint scrape.
Like footsteps on gravel.
I freeze. The glass almost slips from my hand.
I set it down slowly and walk toward the window over the sink. The curtains are half open, and through the tiny space, I see the same tree across the street.
The figureâs gone.
My chest tightens.
Maybe it was nothing. Maybe it was all in my head.Â
I tell myself that as I go back upstairs, holding my breath until I close the bedroom door again.
Laylaâs still asleep, her face peaceful.
I climb into bed and stare at the ceiling.
My phone buzzes one more time.
Satan: Sweet dreams, angel.
I donât answer. I just turn it off completely and tuck it under my pillow, like that could somehow block him out.
But it doesnât.
Because even when I finally fall asleep, heâs still there, somewhere in the dark corners of my mind, watching, waiting, always close enough to touch but far enough to make me ache.
The next morning, sunlight floods the room. I blink awake, momentarily disoriented, until I see Layla sprawled next to me, hair everywhere, one arm hanging off the bed.
She looks peaceful, and for a brief second, everything feels normal again.
I grab my phone, no new messages.
But when I glance toward the window, something catches my eye.
There, at the bottom corner of the glass, pressed faintly against it, is a single black rose petal.
I donât know how it got there.
But I know who itâs from.
And I know what it means.
He was here.
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To Be Continued.
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